My weird conspiracy cus I wanna see the good in yawhi

Oki so I’m just gonna say wot I think BUT IM NOT SURE IF IM CORRECT IM JUST WRTING DOWN MY THOUGHTS. Oki anyways I know there’s something going on with yawhi so we have to wait further more in the book. But idk Cain is kinda weird to me. Like he’s somewhat of a stalker, I mean yeah, Cain is super sweet to jooin and I appreciate it but it doesn’t hide the fact that he’s doing something creepy that we don’t know. I also kinda understand yawhi for being toxic. When jooin and yawhi were younger it seemed like jooin was the first one that cared abt yawhi’s feelings since it seemed like no one cared abt him at home. Maybe yawhi is hurt abt the fact that jooin just forgot abt him even though jooin said he’d never forget him. Or maybe when they were younger jooin showed that he cared abt yawhi and it made yawhi realize that there was someone that actually cared for him that’s why he never forgot abt jooin. But like rn jooin is leaving him and he probably feels frustrated since he doesn’t know what jooin wants. Also in the book it showed how jooin would give affection to yawhi but he didn’t really react how any normal person should react, so I was thinking maybe when yawhi was younger he never felt any affection or love at home, so maybe now when he’s older and ppl give him that he doesn’t know how to react and give it back in return. I just think ppl are quick to judge yawhi even though we don’t know much abt him. And yeah I understand it still wrong for yawhi to say he likes jooin when it seems that he doesn’t. But as jooin was leaving with Cain, yawhi looked sad like it seemed like he lost the person that actually cared for him. but idk that’s just wot I think (reposted this so more ppl can see it) (●￣(ｴ)￣●)