I feel the same. I avoid the weight scale and feel like vomiting when I do get on it and face how much I weigh. My dad especially made me loathe myself whenever he said "you'd look so pretty if you lost weight - especially your thighs/stomach" "You need to work out harder" and here's the kicker "If working out once a day doesn't work- do it twice- even three times". He absolutely destroyed my low self esteem. Not that he even realizes it.
I have so much confidence and empathy when it comes to helping other people with their relationships, but I have no belief or expectations that anyone would fall in love with me. I feel for the main character immensely. So it breaks my heart so much.. T^T
Your father is a horrible person for saying those things never listen to anyone who says otherwise. Im so sorry he said those things to you, you don’t deserve that. You’re beautiful and perfect the way you are our true beauty comes from inside our bodies dont even begin to show it. Have the same confidence in yourself that you have in others you deserve to feel confident. And PS im not just saying this, I feel the same way sometimes but I always remind myself the same things I said to you, and also, i guarantee that at some point in your life the person who adores you utterly beyond looks and weight will apear you just need to stay happy and confident
tbh i feel insecure about my body because i was really fat- thats why people judge me and calling me fat or pig but its oki im used to it but im really happy that i have friend who accept me and they dont even judge me
so if ur fat or whatv dont be afraid and fight with it bc u will meet someone who will accept u aaahhh