You'll find someone one day! Also more power to you my fellow Fudanshi!
It was my first bl anime, and was a huge deal back then. But, sorry, I don't like Junjou Romantica very much. I find all the manga by Nakamura Shungiku a little unrealistic. And that is ok, because we are talking about fiction, right? But what I mean is her ukes are overly girly, sometimes I find hard to see them as men.
i feel the same way too i love her stories but both uke and semes really irritate me (except nowaki and yukina) they all make shit too complicated when it shouldn't be but that was my first yaoi too, i like the viewfinder author her works are drop dead gorgeous, she knows how to draw real men(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
no lie this story gives me hope that'll find someone who understands my love for yaoi, i love that i have a few friends (mostly girls) who i can share this but it'll be fine if i can share it with a guy too (im a guy btw)