I can't say that I understand all of it espc of mc's acting audition(?) Tho, I can tell you that the ml, Su Yan (I hope the name's correct) divorced mc bc first, he is sick what sickness, I'm not pretty sure. Second, the mc hit a kid on the night of his drunk and drive accident which he later figures out. It's not that Su Yan blamed it on the mc but he's just afraid that it would make him sadder. Cause obv he loves him.
Also, there are a few messes here and there about his enemy but I'm not sure also because I'm using google translate reading the chinese ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ The ending was pretty good, I can tell you that
Yup, since someone already bestowed it upon me, I'll give it to you. This novel is in Chinese though since there is no official translation. Google translator sure helpsヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~
https://m.gongzicp.com/novel-9041.html
Hope this helps~
You know, after reading the novel, it was so heartbreaking but also is very realistic. Still, I cry so much of his letter at the end. ╥﹏╥