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Me too I took a look at the raws and he had a sad kind of expression while he left hayan who he easily could have killed with her parents but didn't.I also think he wants redemption by being killed by hayan but it's really stupid nevertheless considering how much destruction he has done. he's not even working under anyone.and he could have just left hayan alive that time so he could kill her when she becomes an adult.
I think Yohan just wants to be killed By hayan an no one else because he feels guilty, or he’s just a completely ungrateful psycho bastard. But I’d like to believe the first option