So good, so cruel

Mion February 18, 2021 3:17 pm

This is a really heart broking story. It was like a torture to read this till the end. I was so anxious and i can't explain how much ached my heart for Doyeol. I couldn't blame Kyujin from the start and yet i still can not blame him, love is not a crime like Doyeol said. He was with Doyeol since they were kid and they don't have parents who died before their adolevcence and they didn't know what is right or not. But Kyujin was to cruel for both Doyeol and Jimin. Since Kyujin started to tutoring to Jimin Doyeol felt anxious and still he is. But the most i can't accept and feel fcking mad about it is how could Kyujin be cruel this much to slept with his love at the bed which is used to be Doyeol's and his. This is really not an acceptable. I don't think Doyeol forced Kyujin to be with him, it was Kyujin who got confused by Jimin because they couldn't see each other recently and come to Doyeol in the first place. I think he was aware of that the atmospher could make him confused in their old home yet he agreed to go with Doyeol there.

And the ending... Ugh it was just so perfect. I think it was the right choice Kyujin could've make. I am so sorry for all of them. My heart is so broken ˚‧º·(˚ ˃⌓˂ )‧º·˚

PS 1: Tbh i don't think love between cousins not right. I think it's okay at least if they don't want a child.

PS 2: I really like this author. Their story and drawing is so good. They have a diffent taste of drawing and i love it. If you don't mind to read mature straight story i recomment to read An Innocent Sin.

Responses
    babyshanas March 12, 2021 3:58 am

    I read this once but i forgot to rate it so i came back n just skip to the last chapter and i still dont understand so iam reading ur comment and can i ask u ?

    like isnt the cousin doyeol married to another gurl? I still dont understand the last chapter did both of them sleep together? Did he cheat on his wife? Then the mc just suddenly wake up decide to leave both of them and go to an island?

    Mion March 12, 2021 11:59 am
    I read this once but i forgot to rate it so i came back n just skip to the last chapter and i still dont understand so iam reading ur comment and can i ask u ? like isnt the cousin doyeol married to another gur... babyshanas

    Yes exactly. Doyeol cheated on his wife and also Kyujin cheated on Jimin. So Kyujin felt guilty from it and decided to leave both of them. Doyeol said that his wife is dear to him and she is his family now. But also said that he won't be able to love anyone as much as he loved Kyujin. He decided to cheat on his wife when he took Kyujin to "their home" and he said that he won't force himself to Kyujin if he doesn't want to. In the and Kyujin couldn't say no to him but had sex with him. Kyujin loves Doyeol for sure. Maybe as a family or in romantic way. But also loves Jimin. He couldn't choose Jimin over Doyeol.

    babyshanas March 12, 2021 12:42 pm
    Yes exactly. Doyeol cheated on his wife and also Kyujin cheated on Jimin. So Kyujin felt guilty from it and decided to leave both of them. Doyeol said that his wife is dear to him and she is his family now. But... Mion

    Thank u.. U save me there so i dont need to read futher to understand. I knew that i dont like kyujin. I read from the begining that he is such a pushover and he cant even say No. Well i do understand his situation but that dosent excuse why he cheat on doyeol with jimin. Well Iam glad he leave both of them but the problem is not them. The problem is he him self. He need to fix his personality. Even tho iam glad his gone but cant help but hate him for not saying No. His too kind without even thinking his action hurt others. The uke Remind me of cotton candy manga.

    Mion March 12, 2021 1:55 pm
    Thank u.. U save me there so i dont need to read futher to understand. I knew that i dont like kyujin. I read from the begining that he is such a pushover and he cant even say No. Well i do understand his situa... babyshanas

    I am agree with you. But Doyeol was manipulator and Jimin used it as well. I don't think we should just blame Kyujin. All of them were wrong. Kyujin never loved Doyeol with pure love. Yes he loved him but it was love like towards to his family and a little bit romantic way i guess. But he fell in love with Jimin soo bad. So i can't say being in love is a crime. Yes he shouldn't cheated on them but he confused as hell. Well they were all wrong in their way. This webtoon is really good OMG i want to read it again