Being the youngest in my family, none really bothered about what I'm up to half of the time. What I read is just a small part of things I never told them. My circle of friends kind of read about yaoi too, I think. Three of them actually confessed about this to me, and I remember staring dumbly at them (Like, seriously, why do you need to make a confession about this?).
Probably because I am too independent even for my own age, or maybe my crowd of people are quite the freethinkers that I dont think they would bother either way (two of my best friends are LGBT). And yes, kita sama2 orang Indonesia ya. Our society really bother about this, but as long as I achieve well in school and my community, I dont think I have to feel guilty about anything... right?
mmn.. it's not like am telling my family or my friends ab i like yaoi/ being a fujoshi, they're the one who already know that am a fujoshi .w.)=
mnn i think it's all my fault //wait..it's absolutely my fault//
when i called my friends to come over to my house, we do something that friends usually do //like playing, chatting, etc//,then while my friends chatting, reading,etc ,am bored and am reading BL-- su~per hardcore one *slapped*. q v q
mm.. and when am leaving my phone on my bed and went to the bathroom, i do it on purpose, am letting my hardcore BL page on, and am setting an alarm, then they were curious and checking my phone... ,--#u know wat i mean q c q
*sips coffee, cough cough*( ̄∇ ̄")
*sigh*i really wanna see their reaction once more *sips coffee,cough* ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍
there was a time when i first encountered yaoi, i was too into it i didnt care of whoever
saw me. but it was too much, that i thought that it was normal in my eyes.
my mom saw me reading aijin incubus & it was the part the incubus was sticking his finger into the boy's but hole. well, that was horrible. she yelled at me so much, i kinda felt sad for her to see me reading such porn (in her eyes).
she was just so shocked to see her pure daughter that she thought
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all her life reading about gay sex. i honestly felt bad about it and ashamed. as time passes there were more incidents where she spotted me reading yaoi. she even went as far as to take my tablet away from me. then she soon found out that i can't be separated from yaoi. and ignored me when i was reading mangas on my tablet. she didnt accept it, but more like ashamed and gave up on me.
that time of my life sucked, but i managed and i am reading yaoi freely now.
my friends was the one who introduced me to yaoi.Almost all of my friend know that we're "fujoshi" (i prefer open-minded tho) and they're okay with that.
and for my family i had no intention to tell them.they know i read everything like novel,manga news hell i even read someone chat sometimes (sorry) im mostly okay with every genres, so they don't need to know its genre specifically lol
well they know that i've seen "the normal heart" and the fact that i thought gay couples are cute.
mm.. nope.. i mean not yet bcs secret can't last forever
emm.. it's been 3,5 years since i became fujoshi
my older sis a fujoshi, my lil sis a fujoshi too ( ̄∇ ̄") and my brother known
but his reaction is too mainstream.. even though i expect something big.. yep, he grossed out.. but he acc us ~ <3
my mother n father didn't know 'bout this.. and they think that we still innocent Σ(  ̄□ ̄||) oh god *sorry mom, dad to have such daughters*(● ̄(エ) ̄●) at school i've my own community.. i guess, just 4 persons me and my friends and fujoshi is just one person, n the others acc us as their friends.. yup i just have them.. feel so lonely but i'm really like 'em(▰˘◡˘▰)
yup.. that's my story
sorry for my bad english, still learning.
Have a good day!ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
Can I ask you something ?!
Can you tell your family or your friends about you being a fujoshi/fudanshi ???
I Have . And this is my story~~~
I have tell my friend once but indirectly ,, " I prefer the anime without girl involved , guys is better ." and my friend shocked and told me " that means gays" and we laughing ...
And I think my sisters know that because I was seen reading yaoi manga ... My older sister not say anything but my young sister look at me and say something harsh , but she's not tell my other family ...
But I have to keep it secret because i'm afraid my family take my tablets, revoke wifi, and even forbid me using other electronic equipment .. Its hell !!! (/TДT)/
How about you ???? Can you tell me ?? *I just wanna know*