Uhm guys. Why can't I understand a singlething? I have read it a couple of times. Am I not...

I feel you the novel is so hard to read ..
because ai no kusabi is an actual novel not a light novel that why it is so hard also it’s English translation is so good
if this is your first novel I don’t recommend it for you , read one or two before you read this one .. and be patient with it . for me when I read it for the first time I would be stuck in one chapter for a whole day..... well it was worth it so much

The grammar is so hard to understand.