I remember reading this a couple years ago, omg I feel so bad cause this was before I knew...

I remember reading this a couple years ago, omg I feel so bad cause this was before I knew L died. Seeing him die completely ruined me and made me suicidal for a couple of days-







I don’t know why but I was just so distraught I slept in the position L sat down in honor of him while crying. I was so fucking weird like idk how my parents didn’t send to to a therapist after that.