Just an addition I forgot about: I forgot because it was brushed over, but, you were raped before, remember? At the party he took you to? The one where you didn’t know what was gonna happen until you were being gang raped on the lower floor? Yeah, remember how you bit the dick of the guy trying to deep throat you? How he had to go to the hospital and you were traumatized. Remember how your homophobic boss Keith that bullied you said you should have done that because he was important? That you were meant to take it.Remeber he didnt respect your ptsd after that day? That you were afraid of alpha pheromones, that alphas scared you now? Remember how he still tried to get in bed with you the second you interested him? How he used his pheromones with the knowledge that they scared you? That didn’t understand why you wanted to quit and assaulted you in your home and lied until you began living with him? Until you were his sex buddy. Remember how he told you that he gave up models and actresses to be fucking you. How he manipulated your feelings towards him to get you to stay. How he fucked you silly, until you couldn’t walk, and forgot. He treated you horribly, for god’s sake, he was never good. Don’t get it confused. He tried to rape you when he saw you talk to that omega, and he only stopped when you slashed the vein in your wrist with your teeth. You were hospitalized for that. Get out, please, he never changed, and it is rare if he does change. You’re going to be miserable.
You’re just going to forgive him? Just like that? You spent days thinking of everything you wanted to say to him, and now that he kidnapped you, you aren’t gonna say anything?? He’s raped you on so many accounts, and always used the excuse that he needs it. When you were in the hospital after so many days of thinking maybe this time the relationship will be fine, you go out on your own to surprise him and you find him sleeping with someone else. the humiliation and feeling, because god damn imagine after a month or a few weeks in the hospital you find the person you love was cheating on you with another because they “needed to relieve theirselves and they never cared for you,” isnt that enough to already hate someone?? The humiliation you felt, the insults he threw at you and all omegas as if you are the reason he can’t keep it in his pants, you’re gonna let it all go? What the actual fuck is wrong with you. There’s nothing in that relationship for you. HE STILL HASNT LEARNED HIS LESSON! HE LITERALLY SAID HE TRIED TO SLEEP WITH OTHERS BUT HE COULDNT GET IT UP! THATS LIKE HIM SAYING HE WOULD HAVE DONE IT IF HE COULD HAVE. You’re just a hole for him, he would fuck a wall if he got an erection from it. Don’t take his sorry ass back. Let him understand that feeling horny isn’t an excuse to fuck random people. This guy has no sense of loyalty, this isn’t a fucking open relationship for him to get upset that you are upset. WHAT RIGHT DOES HE HAVE TO GET JEALOUS IF HE HAS IS DICK IN ANY LIVING BREATHING CREATURE. He had you put up as some sort of lost dog on the news. He doesn’t fucking own you, don’t reinforce his shit mind. When you said you didnt want it, he still did it, when you didnt consent, he’d used his pheromones to force you. thats the same as drugging someones drink with an aphrodisiac because they said no when in their right mind. when you said you would have sex with him one more time, the final time, he ignored it and had it with you again. when he impregnated you, the hate and hurt you felt, the idea to even abort the baby because you felt you may not be able to love them properly because of your hate for that man- wasnt that enough hate to not even be able to fathom the idea of being in the same car as them? you decided to keep the baby despite him, to love it and do your best, but now that he’s here its fine again ? you may not be entirely at fault, youve been having problems with your morals for a long time now, and we all get baited into abuse relationships thinking its alright, it happens to the best of us, but i just wish you saw your worth, the fact he doesn’t deserve you after all the horrible stuff he’s done. its all on him more than it is you, but i just wish youd grow more wise and see the horrible stuff he’s done to you before, and what will continue to happen now that youre with him again. instead of being flattered by words which are telling you that he tried fucking others but it didnt work so he kidnapped you, make it angsty, tell him everything he forgot everytime he went full alpha mode. tell him about how low he is, how he said he loved you and fucked others. tell him how when you said no, he fucked you anyway as if you were some fucktoy and not a human being. tell him how he forcefully impregnated you, and how he looked down on you after he forgot because he believed omegas were always at fault for the wrongs of alphas. tell him why you marked him, why you wanted to take that revenge so he doesn’t put the blame on you. he deserved that fucking mark after all that he has done to you, and that is the end of the story. take your child and find yourself someone who cares for you, who will love you for who you are and will understand your struggles, accept your decisions and not force you to do what you dont want to do. someone who loves you instead of degrades you. this goes not only for him, but for anyone in an abuse relationship