I think I also experienced the same thing. I'm not good at giving advices, but I suggest that you give closure to your feelings? (If you still have feelings for him). One day, you'll realize that you'll be fine. That's how I moved on from him
I moved on..
But then the caring part and a little bit feeling which we will always have is still there.. It's just that I saw him for the first time .and I don't know what else to do. .
But I'm happy..
Now I know that these feelings can be given to the person whom I love and who can love me equally..
Thank you so much..
Hope you doing well
Hope you’re doing better! Do yk if he recognized you or anything ?
He recognized me with the first glance itself.. The way I did. And he was staring at me the whole party.. Where ever he saw me. .
I had a crush on this guy whom I saw in social media, though swiping a pic for the first time and crushing on someone at your first glance was a little bit weird but it was just that he was so innocent..
So my crush for this guy grew as I Spoked to him, having a normal conversations ..but then I was too obvious that he recognized me before itself.. And that's when without waiting I just confessed that yup I have a crush and got a straight NO on my face...
The rejection didn't hurt that much but then worst thing was he just blocked me and was about to disappear...
That's when I asked the reasons and he just vaguely told me that he is in relationship and his relationship is a bit complicated..
But then the rage inside me was thinking that I was supposed to be informed atleast..
So things happened and I fought.. Cuz I had put a lot of efforts for that guy...
The one thing which I wanted the most was to he meet him in person and to listen his voice..
But he didn't accept for any of this thing.. And that's where 6 to 8 months passed where I was convincing him to talk to me..
He was the first person for whom I did this much and wanted to talk...
There were many ppl who would talk but he was the only one for whom I was searching...
But days passed and everything just became a memory and that's when....
YESTERDAY WHICH WAS THE WORST DAY..
I went to a party and was waiting for my friend.. It was a Valentine's party tho.. And when I was waiting at an entrance for my Frend he came...
He came wearing a mask