honestly i relate quite a lot to this narcissistic idol. As somewhat of a coping mechanism but also my own believing, i act very conceited. I always speak highly of myself no matter if my words are empty of not. i as well have a mother that is strict, who forces high expectations on me my whole life. his mother’s comments really similarly resembled the way mine speaks to me. i often tell others to have high self esteem like me but tbh it could just be a facade. i don’t even know if my self “confidence” is real or something i’m forcing. I am not sure about it anymore. I mean if I really love my looks so much, how come I forced myself to puke numerous times just to be skinny? (don’t feel bad i don’t really do that anymore) this is all too much and i see myself in this character far too much. i wonder, maybe i should higher two hot therapists to cure my “narcissism”
honestly i relate quite a lot to this narcissistic idol. As somewhat of a coping mechanism but also my own believing, i act very conceited. I always speak highly of myself no matter if my words are empty of not. i as well have a mother that is strict, who forces high expectations on me my whole life. his mother’s comments really similarly resembled the way mine speaks to me. i often tell others to have high self esteem like me but tbh it could just be a facade. i don’t even know if my self “confidence” is real or something i’m forcing. I am not sure about it anymore. I mean if I really love my looks so much, how come I forced myself to puke numerous times just to be skinny? (don’t feel bad i don’t really do that anymore) this is all too much and i see myself in this character far too much. i wonder, maybe i should higher two hot therapists to cure my “narcissism”