The mother emotionally manipulated her and sent her to an all boys school in an effort to pray the gay away from her. This is conversion therapy rethoric, she literally says she feels like throwing up when she thinks of boys romantically. Bi representation at the expense of having lesbian erasure is not good either.
She doesn’t throw up at the thought of the guy tho. If she was truly lesbian she wouldn’t be able to have feelings for the guy no matter what happens. Some stupid gay conversion therapy shouldn’t be able to change u like that. I remember she was afraid of guys bc of a trauma but it’s been a long time since I’ve read this so Idk
I already know the mother emotionally manipulated her, but the mc is contradicting herself by having possible feelings for the guy. She still is icky with other guys, but maybe she’s only ok with this guy? I’ve heard of ppl like that where they are gay but end up falling in love with someone of the opposite sex. They say they’re still gay but they only love that person.
Like I said, the reason why she’s afraid of guys was bc of a trauma. After getting over that trauma she will still like girls but she will be more comfortable and possibly able to like guys. If she never went through that trauma she’d never throw up at the thought of guys. This was what literally happened in the story.
(I'm sorry for the cap)......her mom didn't even know she could be bi. She sent her there to correct her sexuality. Those traumas don't always lead you to full-blown sexuality changes. And even if it did, why would you put your traumatized daughter who is so disturbed she pukes at the sight of a man in an all-boys school. And boarding schools are crazy, she actually could have gotten hurt and re-traumatized. She literally got smacked silly by a boy the minute she came. That's like throwing your kid with arachnophobia into a den of spiders.
So many stupid ppl in the comment section don't realize that she can be bi? Yes her mother is homophobic but there's nothing wrong with her liking boys as well. Just bc she fell for the guy doesn't mean she is any less lesbian. The only reason why she was grossed out by guys was bc of a trauma she suffered. If it weren't for that trauma she would've been either straight or bi. (The main reason she liked girls was bc of the trauma so I'm not sure if she rlly does like them) Besides all the homophobia from her mom I loved this manga.