poor he tian

they are literly childrenn,,,
like he is either 14 -15 rn
they r third year of middle shcool
that is like grade 9
juior highschool


at this pointthis is a coming of age story


he lives alone,, he has nightmares and trouble sleeping, he hardly has any real friends (i mean the only person he seemed familiar with was jian yi and i would not call it a close relashionship before he met mo), he doesnt get proper meals(before mo), he is very very lonely, he has issues wiht his family, he feels opressed by his background, the only adult figure that i can see actively involved in his life is probably his brother, he wants to be loved, also tehre seems to be a trauma associated with the grave (form when he visited his brothers estate),

he probably has a lot of mental struggles too u know

and he finally found someone that makes him feel secure, which helps him cope,,, and that is mo,,, but he has to be separated,,, his safe place is literally being taken away form him,
when mo was there he would sleep properly, when mo cooks for him its delicious, when he remembers that mo exists he isnt lonely anymore, its mo who is 'not afraid of darkess',,who chased his nightmares away,he person he went to First when he was tired after visiting his father, mo worries about him and kinda let's him be spoiled u know (um the sandwich,, and the leaning in his shoulder, and the he wouldn't truly abandon him, we can tell by the red sauce incident,, and the leaving without him incident were he visited him in his house in the end), he just wants to be around him u know, which obvious by the way he chases him around everywhere
Mo existence is very special to him at this point, it brings to him a security that can put his heart at peace so he instantly feels better

And all of this is going to be taken away from him soon by the person who's been opressing him his whole life,, his father

Its not thats he's weak or anything, itd just that he's never been in a spot to be strong to begin with so he's vulnerable, by being a bit rebellious towards his bro and dad its like hes silently protesting on his own behalf so he can atleast get some freedom on his life decisions, i mean he does good at school and doesnt get in toruble or anything, he doesn't have the power over his own life,, so he asks his brother,, who might be the only guardian figure in his life for help in his desperate state


Its soo sad poor thing

Someone give the boy a hug,, preferably mo cz id like to see some development here
If its a goodbye,, can I have a goodbye kiss between the two?

Also is it he tian who gives momo his second piercing ?



Man can I get faster updates imam die if heart burn at this point