for me, those words is meant to the " i hope you're the one who died instead of mom" which rihito said to him from the previous chapters, not totally that actual words but something like that? so for me, that scene made me love more this story..
OOOHHH that actually makes sense!!! my initial interpretation for that scene was that he said sorry because he loved another man which made me sad :(( but your reply somehow made my perception for that scene change so thank you!!
I think that he did apologize for being gay because near the end he tells hikaru that he didn't want to ay he's sorry (for loving him)
OH yea i forgot about that part immediately hahahaha now that i’m reminded of it, it made me kinda sad that he said that during their wedding day (although on the other hand i was glad that the story ended positively because hikaru was actually glad wt sajou saying sorry and sajou said at the end that he did not want to apologize anymore for being happy)
i’m really confused as to why sajou suddenly apologized to his father when he was leaving? i felt like it ruined the wedding day but thinking about it, i suppose that was somehow a realistic response for that situation. although i was happy because towards the end sajou realized that he shouldn’t apologize for loving. but i’m still confused as to why he said sorry so can someone please explain it to me?? :>