I read this when I was young and really liked it. Know when I reread it I can't seem to l...

I read this when I was young and really liked it.
Know when I reread it I can't seem to like it. The relationship between them is just so toxic and Hokuto is quite abusive.
I mean when something didn't go his way he just ran away, avoided her, hurt her feelings, and just blamed her for everything and sometimes even splapped her.
And she didn't even say someting about it.
I mean the way he always avoided her, when he was pissed and didn't even think how much that hurt her was just annoying and childish. And he didn't apologise. Not even after slapping her. If she wouldn't be the one always running after him they wouldn't even talk again.
And the only plot seems to be to put another love rival in the way, they fight and then the next rival comes and it start anew. And they don't even learn.
Now I see how toxic this shit was and I don't like them both.
I mean I just hate Hokutos attitude but I also hate that Chiwa just accepts and forgives everything without even speaking about the real problems in the relationship.
Sry but I had to rant about this.
I couldn't continue eading this after about 30 chapters.