hold on i’m sorry but what the actual fuck is wrong with you? no cuz like how could you say that about the person who raised you? and she spent 9 months of hell to birth someone like you?? she probably sacrificed so much for you and this is the thanks she gets? now let me ask you something, do you have a roof over your head? do you have clean clothes? and do you get warm meals? who the hell do you think you are to say something like that about your mom? she’s the one who gave birth to you!!!! not you to her so that means you have absolutely 0 power over her! i mean i’d understand if she was straight up just drinking life away and beating you or neglecting to take care of you and not doing anything but throw shameful words your way or didn’t even want you to begin with and sold you to someone but hasn’t anyone ever taught you to stand up for those weaker than yourself? or do you not get that and someone has to slap it into you? cuz i’d gladly hop through this screen and do it myself! if all you do is look down on people you’ll never be able recognize your own weaknesses or issues. power isn’t a tool that is used to control people, power is something you use for yourself in order to strive towards a better future.....ughhh this just ruined my mood, well i hope you actually learned something instead of just channeling all your anger on someone else and hey get a stress ball or something or go to church if you’re religious which i kind of doubt or go to any type of place you go to if you’re a different religion
From what I get from your message is that you are unwillingly to understand and believe that even any biological parent can screw you up badly regardless of their intentions and reasons...
So instead of asking me why I resent my mother you just demonize me with your absolut correct righteousness and world view.
You can judge me so easily even though you have no idea about my backstory and experiences...
Suit yourself.
how do you know that I have no idea about whatever you’re experiencing?? i said you may have your own reasons but I don’t think it’s right to preach about your so called “power” over her online. i’m only voicing my opinion on this topic but I never said that a biological parent can’t screw you up. I have a lot of experience with this if I do say so myself....thanks also for also assuming that I wasn’t going to ask you about it well actually i really wasn’t going to ask because I don’t think you’d want your business online like that
Oh and sorry about earlier, I assumed that you were just a spoiled person who thought they could have a little power over their parent cuz they were weaker than them and cause them physical grief cuz lately i’ve been encountering a lot of those and so I just let out a big rant on you that one was my bad but I also don’t think it’s right to say stuff like that but I guess it was just the way you phrased that, that got me kinda pissed at you
After everything you wrote/said to me, there is no way I can't take your sorry seriously or even appreciate it.
I don't know, if you were just impulsive, judgemental, feeling miserable at a moment, feeling personally attacked or afraid of being incorrected, your reaction was for me unreasonably uncomfortable, insulting and exhausting.
Personally, Your sudden change of mind seems to be too disingenuous...
I just don't care anymore... Farewell.
I started to look down on my mother for being a miserable incompetent idiot/cunt.
I used my inner rage to do my research why she is like that and why she is so wrong.
The result:
I got more power and became more dominant where my snivelling mother can't push me around anymore.