I have this feeling that deep down hyesung is still very insecure about himself. Despite how much dojin loves and cares for him, that insecurities wouldnt just disappear from his mind. Although he did told dojin he loves him clearly that night, he didn't even communicate about his insecurities to his husband. He admires beautiful omegas like he wanted to be prettier or become a better person or something. He thinks that he has nothing to offer in their relationship, which is extremely sad T_T
*hyesung lol i misspelled his name in the title. On top of that, hyesung has no romanticbexperience at all or of sleeing with others in comparison to dojin, he must've felt insecure about that too
I have this feeling that deep down hyesung is still very insecure about himself. Despite how much dojin loves and cares for him, that insecurities wouldnt just disappear from his mind. Although he did told dojin he loves him clearly that night, he didn't even communicate about his insecurities to his husband. He admires beautiful omegas like he wanted to be prettier or become a better person or something. He thinks that he has nothing to offer in their relationship, which is extremely sad T_T