People complain about the hotel, meanwhile, here I am crying that I didn't get to properly...

No joke I'm always rooting for seke. Fr if love stage could seke it's dynamics, nothing has an excuse.

I'm not sure it was his first time. Didn't he say he was protecting his as* for 8 years? That's not a lot of time when you always knew you weren't straight... Idk

I think maybe his first time was 8 years ago, so he's been protecting it since he became sexually active maybe

Yeah maybe he had a traumatic experience we don't know about it yet or he just didn't feel it before

I just understood you meant first time like literally his first time for everything. But idk he doesn't see the type he looks like he played around a lot but I could obviously be completely wrong so I actually hope you're right and my dear uke doesn't have any trauma

Sorry if I worded it weirdly and I hope it isn't trauma either, I did read one with a similar plot if it is thought (dude was going to bottom his first time but didn't prep and was traumatized)

Was it one that he then met the source of his trauma years later and the guy wanted a second chance but the other one refused to bottom again but they fell in love either way cause duh... yaoi?

Yep

I think I spend too much time here but this one it's pretty good. I actually recommend all of this author works if you didn't see it yet. It's gold