That is one awful title. Anyway, I wanted to make a list out of those mangas addressing the hardships of being gay, and the confusion in one's process of finding his own sexuality. I try to gather here yaoi mangas that go against clichés, stereotypical plots and the homophobic/sexist/rape tropes that any yaoi reader has already come across. I only put in lists mangas I grade 4 or 5 stars (and usually completed) so you might find very popular as well as almost unknown stories here.