beautiful stuff 1

ok , it started out as a light simple shounen ai comedy , so why....
have I been bawling my eyes out the past 2h,.... ch18. I keep rereading it over and over again and I somehow eventually emptied my whole box of tissues
so a comment said the flower was wilting , I went to check that detail and ended crying for another hour , I ran out of tissues so now im bring on a pile of toilet paper T^T
I cant stop crying