Recommendations for my bestie

Now that I think abt it, a whole of this is just sexual tension,
yet it somehow captured the reality of same sex relationships.
I've been racking my brain remembering a story without smut and there's f××inggg nonee that comes to mind, should I just let fate get MMD on the path of smut or pray to Gods of yaoism T-T
o God of yaoi bestow me yaoi with no kiss and sex and great depth analysis in feelings that make love possible