Jerk/arrogant seme realizes he cant't be without uke

Delicious angst. Seme hates uke and hurts him without knowing he was burning his own bridges. Uke never reacted as he became depressed & suicidal after an events also linked to seme. Seme harassment kept making uke feel like he deserves to suffer and die. Intrigued, seme keeps looking more and more towards uke until he falls for him. He’s unable to make his feelings reach uke who no longer cares about nothing. Seme works hard to rebuild the bridges he bruned in order to reach uke. Hur

Spoiler:
Uke died at the end. Finally left seme around chap 34 as he gave up on continuing cancer treatment. Loved seme angsty moments.