Seme Regrets

Ok disclaimer this is kinda confusing at first so u will need to piece the story yourself. The seme here is always mean to the uke and calling him a “disgusting idiot homo”. There are plenty of moments where he regrets his actions all throughout the story, one being when he refused to feed the uke when the had gastric ulcer which got him hospitalized. The seme also has multiple women around him which always hurt the uke. (Seme loves the uke so much and his entire life is centered aro